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So it's been two days since my breakdown of sorts for not being good enough for work, and I can tell you all I feel much better now. Last night and this night I had a shift as well, and I did significantly better on those nights (I also had volunteer work but that's beside the point); I had a better understanding of what to do, and it helped a lot that I was paired up with someone which made sorting out stuff in the aisles much faster and apparently Thursday nights are just shitty nights in general because for reasons I forgot (I think something to do with the paycheck) not many people would come and there'd be a lot more work for everyone who did come. 

So now that I've done the three nights in a row, not having another shift till Wednesday, feeling a lot more confident in myself and going to a Chinese New Year festival thingy in the city with my mom tomorrow, I feel great. I kinda feel like this: 



But seeing as how I've been working 3 nights in a row and that it's half past 1 in the morning at the time of this journal, I feel more like this right now: 





Either way, really big thanks to everyone who left kind comments on my last journal, it really does mean a lot to me that people I've never even met in person would care enough to not want me to be upset. 
  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: FNaF 2.5 Remix - Give Them Life - Neves
  • Reading: Jojolion
  • Watching: MasaeAnela
  • Playing: Strider
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola
This is gonna be a vent journal, so if you don't care about my personal life just skip this. 

So about a week ago I finally got a new job as nightfill after being unemployed for a over a year (though near the end of last year I started doing volunteer work which I'm still doing now). First night wasn't so bad, wasn't nearly as stressful as my last job. This night however, I did horribly. I had to sort out one whole aisle, and even though it's only meant to take an hour I was so fucking slow that it took almost 3 hours (which is the entirety of my shifts), even with help; and I wasn't even facing everything the right way.

It doesn't help that I didn't find out how to actually tell which nights I had work on, so I ended up getting a call from my manager telling me that I was supposed to work on Tuesday, so combined with my shit performance (which he noticed more than anyone) and I wouldn't be surprised if I got fired tomorrow night (which I have another shift on). I finally get a job after all this time and I'm so fucking inept at it that I'll probably lose it in less than a month. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me; I've never been good at anything I do and it's only going to become more stressful now that I'll be back to studying at university soon, and this time it's an actual course instead of a bridging course. I feel really pressured and alone, and I honestly don't know if I'm going to make it through this year or even the next. 


So with that out of the way, I suppose I should explain my lack of activity these past two months. I'm still working on the story script for Super Dream Party, a series that has taken top priority for whenever I actually do stuff for this site, and I'm still not sure how the flow of events is going to happen. I sort of have the beginning and end parts thought out, but it's the middle that seems to require more time and thinking from me. The fact that I'm still procrastinate-y as usual, easily distracted by tons of YouTube vids and my upcoming flow of work and study isn't going to help either. If you were expecting something else from me, I'm really sorry but it probably won't be for a very long time. 

Hopefully and maybe, just maybe, I'll have enough of the basic flow of events laid out and begin actually working on revising what's already there by the end of the month; don't hold your breath though, though I doubt anyone would be anyway since this is understandably one of my less popular series. Until then, take care everybody. 
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: FNaF 2.5 Remix - Give Them Life - Neves
  • Reading: Jojolion
  • Watching: MasaeAnela
  • Playing: Strider
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola
roses are yummy 
violets go choo choo
i want your hot bod
now give me a kissu
 


Happy Valentines Day and Happy Singles Awareness Day!! I myself am single and admittedly I'm a bit disheartened about that fact, but I won't let my troubles get in the way of happy couples and other people who are comfortable being single. Hope you all have a great day, and yes I am still alive. 
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Crash Bandicoot Wrath of Cortex OST
  • Reading: Jojolion
  • Watching: MasaeAnela
  • Playing: Strider
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola


  • Mood: Terror
  • Listening to: We Love Katamari OST
  • Reading: Jojolion
  • Watching: MasaeAnela
  • Playing: Strider
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola
I got tagged by redrojo17.


1.) You must post these rules

2.) Answer the ten questions the person who tagged you made and make up your own 10 questions for the people you tag to answer

3.) Choose ten people and put their icons on this journal (Ten? That's a lot.)

4.) Go to their pages and inform them that they have been tagged. Nah.

5.) Not something stupid like 'you are tagged read this.'

6.) You have to legitimately tag 10 people (Screw That!)

7.) No tag backs

8.) You can't say, no tags

9.) Everyone that has been TAGGED must make a journal entry






*slams door* 
  • Mood: Annoyed
  • Listening to: We Love Katamari OST
  • Reading: Cromartie High School
  • Watching: Brainscratchcomms
  • Playing: Strider
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola
So it's been two days since my breakdown of sorts for not being good enough for work, and I can tell you all I feel much better now. Last night and this night I had a shift as well, and I did significantly better on those nights (I also had volunteer work but that's beside the point); I had a better understanding of what to do, and it helped a lot that I was paired up with someone which made sorting out stuff in the aisles much faster and apparently Thursday nights are just shitty nights in general because for reasons I forgot (I think something to do with the paycheck) not many people would come and there'd be a lot more work for everyone who did come. 

So now that I've done the three nights in a row, not having another shift till Wednesday, feeling a lot more confident in myself and going to a Chinese New Year festival thingy in the city with my mom tomorrow, I feel great. I kinda feel like this: 



But seeing as how I've been working 3 nights in a row and that it's half past 1 in the morning at the time of this journal, I feel more like this right now: 





Either way, really big thanks to everyone who left kind comments on my last journal, it really does mean a lot to me that people I've never even met in person would care enough to not want me to be upset. 
  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: FNaF 2.5 Remix - Give Them Life - Neves
  • Reading: Jojolion
  • Watching: MasaeAnela
  • Playing: Strider
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola

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:iconmakin-the-werecat:
Makin-the-WereCat Featured By Owner 2 days ago  New member
Thanks for the watch!
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Nin10dogamez Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2015
Hey JellyMayCry! Have you ever do TF2 Vs AT/MLP Victory Quotes: Saxton Hale? If you don't know Saxton Hale, click this link here. You can write Saxton Hale's quotes for TF2 Vs AT/MLP Victory Quotes.
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JellyMayCry Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2015
I'm not doing anything for that series anymore. Maybe later on when I do a revamped version of sorts, but for now I'm working on something else.
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Nin10dogamez Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2015
Then I made it for you. So, please what do you think about this?:
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JellyMayCry Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2015
Pretty cool.
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HeroWolfMod Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015  Student General Artist
Thanks for the watch, mate!
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JellyMayCry Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015
No problem!! 
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Mairusu-Paua Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015
Thanks a load for the +watch! Means an absolute TON! ^^

Check out my YouTube channel if you lilke, and maybe even subscribe? - www.youtube.com/channel/UCGJGc… - 

Thanks ^^
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JellyMayCry Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015
No problem man!!
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Pgm-M Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Cheers for the watch :3
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