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This is gonna be a vent journal, so if you don't care about my personal life just skip this.
So about a week ago I finally got a new job as nightfill after being unemployed for a over a year (though near the end of last year I started doing volunteer work which I'm still doing now). First night wasn't so bad, wasn't nearly as stressful as my last job. This night however, I did horribly. I had to sort out one whole aisle, and even though it's only meant to take an hour I was so fucking slow that it took almost 3 hours (which is the entirety of my shifts), even with help; and I wasn't even facing everything the right way.
It doesn't help that I didn't find out how to actually tell which nights I had work on, so I ended up getting a call from my manager telling me that I was supposed to work on Tuesday, so combined with my shit performance (which he noticed more than anyone) and I wouldn't be surprised if I got fired tomorrow night (which I have another shift on). I finally get a job after all this time and I'm so fucking inept at it that I'll probably lose it in less than a month. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me; I've never been good at anything I do and it's only going to become more stressful now that I'll be back to studying at university soon, and this time it's an actual course instead of a bridging course. I feel really pressured and alone, and I honestly don't know if I'm going to make it through this year or even the next.
So with that out of the way, I suppose I should explain my lack of activity these past two months. I'm still working on the story script for Super Dream Party, a series that has taken top priority for whenever I actually do stuff for this site, and I'm still not sure how the flow of events is going to happen. I sort of have the beginning and end parts thought out, but it's the middle that seems to require more time and thinking from me. The fact that I'm still procrastinate-y as usual, easily distracted by tons of YouTube vids and my upcoming flow of work and study isn't going to help either. If you were expecting something else from me, I'm really sorry but it probably won't be for a very long time.
Hopefully and maybe, just maybe, I'll have enough of the basic flow of events laid out and begin actually working on revising what's already there by the end of the month; don't hold your breath though, though I doubt anyone would be anyway since this is understandably one of my less popular series. Until then, take care everybody.
So about a week ago I finally got a new job as nightfill after being unemployed for a over a year (though near the end of last year I started doing volunteer work which I'm still doing now). First night wasn't so bad, wasn't nearly as stressful as my last job. This night however, I did horribly. I had to sort out one whole aisle, and even though it's only meant to take an hour I was so fucking slow that it took almost 3 hours (which is the entirety of my shifts), even with help; and I wasn't even facing everything the right way.
It doesn't help that I didn't find out how to actually tell which nights I had work on, so I ended up getting a call from my manager telling me that I was supposed to work on Tuesday, so combined with my shit performance (which he noticed more than anyone) and I wouldn't be surprised if I got fired tomorrow night (which I have another shift on). I finally get a job after all this time and I'm so fucking inept at it that I'll probably lose it in less than a month. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me; I've never been good at anything I do and it's only going to become more stressful now that I'll be back to studying at university soon, and this time it's an actual course instead of a bridging course. I feel really pressured and alone, and I honestly don't know if I'm going to make it through this year or even the next.
So with that out of the way, I suppose I should explain my lack of activity these past two months. I'm still working on the story script for Super Dream Party, a series that has taken top priority for whenever I actually do stuff for this site, and I'm still not sure how the flow of events is going to happen. I sort of have the beginning and end parts thought out, but it's the middle that seems to require more time and thinking from me. The fact that I'm still procrastinate-y as usual, easily distracted by tons of YouTube vids and my upcoming flow of work and study isn't going to help either. If you were expecting something else from me, I'm really sorry but it probably won't be for a very long time.
Hopefully and maybe, just maybe, I'll have enough of the basic flow of events laid out and begin actually working on revising what's already there by the end of the month; don't hold your breath though, though I doubt anyone would be anyway since this is understandably one of my less popular series. Until then, take care everybody.
A.B.A. in Guilty Gear Strive
Am definitely excited that A.B.A. has finally returned after such a long absence. I'm gonna hold off on my thoughts on her inclusion here until after the last Season 3 character is revealed and released. I want to do a post reflecting on how Season 3 of Strive has been in terms of my predictions late last year, and should there be a Season 4 I want to refine my character predictions for that too. Speaking of Season 3, there's one more spot for a character, and I'm leaning towards it either being Dizzy or Slayer. Slayer is definitely one of the most requested characters for Strive, but Dizzy isn't that far behind and also has the benefit of being pretty significant within the Guilty Gear series. She even appeared at the end of Another Story, so she could have an arcade mode that followed up on that. Looking at the last characters from previous seasons, there's Testament in Season 1, who was a sub-boss for the first two games, absent for the Xrd games, and returned with noticable
Rest In Peace Akira Toriyama
The passing of Akira Toriyama came as much of a shock to me as it did so many other people, and it took me a while to really process it. Given that his impact on manga, anime and video game culture is so massive, and his name feels as ubiquitous to anime as Osamu Tezuka, it felt almost unthinkable for it to even happen, as though he’d naturally always be a constant the way his works are. But he was ultimately human just like the rest of us, and his loss will be felt hard along with the passing of other important manga artists like Kentaro Miura and Kazuki Takahashi in recent years. While those who knew him personally like Eiichiro Oda and Toyotarou could speak more in-depth about the kind of man he was, I’d like to share what his works meant to me. Like many folks around my age, Dragon Ball Z was one of the first shows I watched to really introduce me to anime. Here in Australia, it aired alongside Pokémon and Digimon on a cartoon show called Cheez TV and was one of things my older
End of 2023 Life Update
Another year has once again flown by so quickly, and a lot has happened around the world, but for me it feels like most uneventful year I’ve had in quite a while, even when compared to other years. I’m also posting this journal post a bit earlier than I’ve done in previous years (around midnight or just after on New Year’s Day), since I’m going to be spending the last day of the year with one of my wonderful girlfriends. Earlier this month I released a journal post speculating which characters could appear as future DLC in Guilty Gear Strive, and while it’s not my usual thing it was still a pretty big thing that took some time and effort to get done and finished. Like I mentioned there, my big writing projects are going to be on hold for a while because I’ve come to realize that trying to just hammer away at the same things for months on end has not been as productive as I had made myself believe. That post was meant to be me trying something different for a change, and I think I
Update on Them's Fightin' Herds situation
A couple of weeks ago I found out that Them's Fightin' Herds would be officially ceasing development after the remaining two DLC characters are completed, which also includes the rest of the planned story mode being scrapped. I was devastated as many other fans were about this news, and it was made no better by there not being any given reason as to why this was happening. I had my own speculation but could only wait for more updates on the situation from some kind of official source, and recently we have got just that, and it is not at all good news. Oreo was working for QA until recently, and not only her but everyone on the dev team besides 3 people were all fired. The reasons why exactly it seems like she can't elaborate on too much for now, and the only people I know that are among those fired are Oreo and the last remaining composer Whitetail, based on tweets I've seen from them. This fucking sucks, dudes. The Mane6 dev team was comprised of people who were all really
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I don't express me too much, life is sometimes bad and sometimes good. There are so many moments.
Nobody is inept, be positive, while for example I'm not really good at talking English or explaining things too much, I try my best to do better.
Good luck in your future, whenever happens it will happen. Good or bad, it will pass fast.
Nobody is inept, be positive, while for example I'm not really good at talking English or explaining things too much, I try my best to do better.
Good luck in your future, whenever happens it will happen. Good or bad, it will pass fast.